Tonight was pretty intense…
I guess I wasn’t expecting to be as affected as I was about my uncle’s death…. but I guess I was.
I think in retrospect it became real for me when I talked to my Dad today. We traded some stories about Danny and shared a little tears and it was weird to hear my Dad be so vulnerable. Weird enough to make me drink since 7:00pm and call my bro to make sure he was alright. Weird enough for me to question if I would be making funeral arrangements one day soon for my own little brother. Weird enough for me to wonder how I am going to be a strong parent for my little bean. I don’t know, but I am looking forward for the day being over and for myself and my family to begin healing…
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November 1st, 2007 @ 2:12 am
hey thanks for talking with me tonite. Sorry i couldn’t be there for you earlier. Don’t worry about me, i hope you guys will never have to make funeral arrangements for me. Like jebus says to me, “Joe your a cock roach, your never going to die. WWIII is going to happen, everyone is going to be nuked and it’s going to be you versus the cock roaches for food supply!”
I think it’s funny that jebus knows me that well, i just wanted to let you know the same thing. Don’t worry about me when i get sick i always recover. It’s just downtime for me. Like a computer i am always repaired and good to go. Just need a few replacement parts here and there and upgrades along the way. hehe, take care bro i love you guys, take care and worry about your coming child and alyssa. k?
peace